I made a thoughtless act, I killed my father. I did it because he usually beats my mum. So yesterday I was drank, I came back home and found my father beating my mum. Out of annoyance I shot him dead. After that my mum called the police to arrest me.
Now I'm hiding where nobody can find me. I'm helpless. I don't know what to do now.
Please, I just need someone to tell me what to do, because I want to commit suicide. Please, I need help!